Dreams.

I had the weirdest dream last night.

I was being stalked by some mobsters and if I made a wrong move they would kill me.

Then there were all these boats and on each boat it was a different "theme" which meant ethnicity sort of... So I picked the "hip-hop" boat and it was full of rapper types. It was so odd. Then I met some guy named Jason that was in love with me. Such a weird night of dreams.

Rosy Cheeks.

You feel that heat on your cheeks?

That's God's love.

He's holding your face, while you stand still.

Showing you that He is here.

Even when you don't feel him near.

Hiding alone will never suffice.

He's always here, sitting at your bedside.

To keep your cheeks warm, to hold you while you cry.

Circus.

"We're Just Friends"

Over and over and over again
I say that were just friends

Forget the implications
Infatuations end
If loves so easy, why is it hard
I can't imagine ever being apart
I'll come back to you
Itd be brand new
But I promise
We're just friends

Over and over and over again
I try to make amends
For everything Ive done wrong
My whole world just spins
Make some coffee, hold me up
Try to talk me out of giving up
I'll come back to you
It'll be brand new
But I promise
We're just friends

--Wilco

Forget.

Forget regret

Refrain from pain

Life is too short to live this way.

One Chance.

If it's meant to be, it will be.

If not then there is something better out there waiting for you.

You only get one chance, one life.

Creativity.

I realized that the reason I cry randomly may be because I don't have a creative outlet like I used to with singing and shows.