Guilt.

Rid me of this guilt
I need to stop blaming myself
It wasn't my fault.

My heart is sore
heavier than ever before

I feel dirty and used
like and old rag

I need Your grace
take me from this place

I shouldn't regret
but it returns over and over

I have not arrived
Even when I thought I have
You humble me yet again

I need Your mercy
Show me where I need to be

I have a critical heart
Setting expectations that couldn't be reached
For that I feel remorse

Guilt. Guilt. Guilt.